It feels...weird. It's just a lack of desperation, which you can't really feel. Like hunger, you remember being hungry, but you just can't feel it once you've eaten.
It's crazy though. I'm happy. I got this huge commission from the biggest deal I've done at work in two years and boom, all on the rest of my student loans and they are gone.
This reminds me of something I read once, that years from now, you'll wish you had started today. That time is going to pass, where do you want to be when it gets here?
It was so crazy to see all of my accounts green. All but my mortgage. I'm so glad I just said, I'm getting these out of the way.
I must admit that I did take a chunk out of my emergency fund kind of going slightly ape shit afterward. Cavair and champagne, I just needed a little celebration.
